I decided to take my head out of the sand for a minute and face all this crap I’ve been avoiding. I sat down ready to get some work done (for work) and this feeling came down over me that has me paralyzed right now. WTF is this?
Nevermind what pissed me off today. Even tho it’s a really interesting story, that’s not what’s important here.
I watched a YouTube documentary about this woman earlier today and while most of the world might react to her story with shock and disgust, I just feel bad for her.
The kind that brings it all back and hard.
I’ve stopped posting here and on facebook about how I’ve been feeling with regard to Continue reading “Triggers Everywhere”
I’m not sure what was going on over the last month in my head but I’ve been obsessively watching videos on YouTube of tsunamis, earthquakes, landslides, as well as watching interviews with black people living in Japan and other Asian countries. Let’s not forget hours and hours of watching Japanese chefs preparing food in their Japanese restaurants. It’s not instructional. It’s just them doing their thing with the camera rolling. Very little talk.
I made a New Year’s resolution when I was 12 years old to never again make another New Year’s resolution in my life. Ever. I’m 49 years old now and I’ve stuck to that resolution all these years. No exceptions.
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