Up until today, Dennis and I had been doing a lot of researching of various things online like schools, houses, and moving companies. In the last 3 weeks I have spent a great deal of time making calls, getting estimates for repairs, and getting a couple huge issues dealt with with our house. But today is what I considered to be my first day of dealing with our belongings. Today was to be the start of the sweating, the sifting, the boxing, the throwing away, the selling, but so far what I have done is think and research online some more.
The thing I researched was boxes; their cost, what kind and size I should get, where to find them for free or cheaply, and how to pack my things in them. All important things to know but the truth is I’m fucking stalling because I’m fucking overwhelmed. My brain started slowly exploding on Friday and this morning the mushroom cloud fully formed over my skull. I can feel it over my head. It has distrupted space/time and has sucked the oxygen out from air around me.